Tuesday, March 26, 2019

Notion of Death


This small light is the Interior Motion of the human which propels and generates momentum over time. Unfortunately, there are many things that block this motion or try to divert it. The only thing preventing humans from being shunted along the assembly line is their own interior motion which I will designate as The Will.



With all the spread sheets, the need for a better computers, the need to make time out of time... It all seems very unhealthy to me. If we could listen to our hardware —we wouldn't have these addictions tobacco or to opiates. This addiction is highlighted as death of consumption, one of the four different death concepts expressed from out of emotion.

Firstly, in this definition, death comes from emotion and imagination. This is not a biological conception of death, this is

Here are the four different states of death concept expression

1. Suicide, An expression of Death Concept

Observed Increase in Suicides
Lifeworth loss of Responsibilities
Selfworth
Failure of Duty

2. Reckless Death, ''
Media Representation
Need for Observation
Accelerated Symbol
A Willful Chase
Collateral Damage

3. Murder, 1st Degree, ''
Self-Absorbtion
School Shootings
History/Vengeance

4. Death of Consumption, ''
Obestiy
Drug Addiction
Stasis



Tuesday, March 19, 2019

The Wisdom of Insecurity by Alan Watts: A Review of The Age of Anxiety

The reverse will and backwards law (Watts uses these interchangeably between one another) are ideas that I see in logic today. The glass is already empty when you pour it. The book is already read once you finish the first page. People are already dead before they live. This logic for Watts though represents a "letting go" of the world that translates to not only joy but also gives humanity a better depiction of reality.

Watts also makes a distinction between faith and belief, where belief is a firm grasp and faith is more similar to that of backwards law, being an open palm. I think most of us are only able to have beliefs, and that this faith has been forgotten from the public's conscience. Whether or not these times are actually difficult and our possessions are the only thing separating us from life and death, people do not exhibit behaviors of faith, whether it be in science or God. We talk as if everything we say is a belief, a tightly held grasp upon an idea we struggle to keep alive. This is most troublesome as it degrades or empathy, or our ability to feel for humanity. If we can not have faith in this ultimate project of human civilization, whether it is through the faith of god or the faith of science or even the faith of both, than what do we even have to say? Nothing.

On page 26th Watts writes "To discover the ultimate Reality of Life— the Absolute, the eternal God
— you must cease to try and grasp it in the forms of idols." I want to outline some more aspects of this paragraph because Watts gives us an interesting directive. In the next sentence he then goes on to mock those who envision God as an "old gentleman". He labels that these images are only preconceptions of the truth so they "block an unreserved open mind and heart to reality". He gives us a final quote, "The legitimate use of images is to express the truth, not to possess it."

Watts attempts to stop humanity from depicting idols, specifically warning the image of Him as an old man. Unfortunately, though for him, this call is not backed by much other than personal preference. He states that it blocks an open heart & mind but how exactly? To replace this idolization, Watts after this paragraph praises the oriental religions/traditions, specifically Buddhism, Vedanta (Hinduism), and Taoism. His prescription of these Eastern spirituality's to remedy the issue of the lack of faith but even the most uncultured person knows of the Buddha, an important idol in Buddhism. Hinduism uses idols frequently with many varying depictions, more so than Christianity. Many figures in Christianity are depicted very similarly to those in Hinduism, in paintings and other art forms, but I do not see how this means that either of these religions is any worse at depicting reality than Taosim or Buddhism.

This question of how possibly images can block an open heart & mind to reality is also lacking in explanation. Taoism uses the ying-yang symbol to express some principle (one that I am sure there is someone with more knowledge than myself) about the path of life. Each side is meant to represent masculinity & femininity and their respective natures. For us, with science we herald the human scientist and their ability to make life easier, but this still represents an idol. Ultimately, disciplines carry idols naturally as histories continue. To destroy these idols is to kill the tribe, whatever it may be in its present form and nothing more.

I think the real interpretation of the "reverse will" rests upon whether or not we can come to terms with the truth that humanity has only begun its journey within itself. This faith is greatly needed today. In Watts' words, "The discovery of the mystery, the wonder beyond all wonders, needs no belief, for we can only believe in what we have already known, preconceived, and imagined." Faith is that perpetual mystery for it is that perpetual journey.

Sunday, March 10, 2019

Sudden Realization of meaning

My life for a longtime has felt a void. My last couple years of college were met with enthusiasm but also a despair for my life. This I attribute to the general anxiety of youth and the neglect I faced from my fellow humans in the United States of America. This anxiety is normal and manifests within the youth alongside the many dreams of long summers under shining stars and dancing along beaches. But this neglect, this is a darker force that I can not understand to be reasonable. Aren't we as humans naturally posed to not neglect our youth, and that we should foster in them not empty coddling but motivation? Now though, the youth of our nation are not allowed the time to express thoughts or ideas, given space to examine their surroundings, and are only given the simple right that they can achieve wealth no matter their background. This though omits community and love for your fellow neighbor, and brotherhood outside of the police and the military. Scientists are more focused on finding students who work like factory workers for them, instead of those who can shake the habitual (and not solely for the sake of being contrarian).

There has been a reduction in a belief of this human ability towards ingenuity. We have no care for poetry or personal writings anymore, because we do not understand English unless used without personal style and flair. And our economy can't support our artists anymore as the money is not used for a common-wealth except a common-wealth of those contained within large mega-corporations. Yes, it seems culture and society are dying alongside one another , contained within these brutalist architectural feats, stagnated by the function of life itself and forgetting the faith of humanities virtuous intellect.

 But today I had a spontaneous realization of meaning derived not from reason but emotion. I confronted my inability to neglect those that suffer and my love of human imagination, which I believe to be the best quality of the human mind. Imagination and faith as opposed to neglect is what ultimately saves us all, reason is then applied to an objective and society can make a steps towards a more peaceful globe. I pray for a safe and secure future where we all can support our families and continue this beautiful journey called life. This I believe to be important in our age of transition but if we can stay civil about these decisions we must make, then all our past histories work will not be for nothing.