January 20th 2019.
Sometimes I feel so high without even smoking anything. Sitting and using all of this technology, it mocks my intelligence. Like I'm schitzophrenic with all of this information. I don't know how smart a high IQ is for you anymore because it'll just block out your own narrative. I get so high when I'm flowing in my narrative. It's a warm feeling that starts in my ass and moves up my spine to the top of my head. So good. Like someones pouring hot coffee down my back. Not very hot coffee. More like luke warm coffee. People like my thoughts though, regardless of how I beat myself over my perfectionism, people genuinly want to be in contact me but in a different way. That's why I wanted to start Tim's E Capsule. To help me isolate my voice but in the process also share it with those who are interested. It's not an imitation game. It is a place for me to be myself in basic form. Like being high in public and its ok. That's what Tim's E Capsule is or actually, that's what I want it to be. Like being content and very stoned in public. I think that I am Rated R So I want to put that up on the site as well to make sure people understand what's the nature of the beast here, this is not something that you should let ittt bitty children read because that's not what Tim's E Capsule is about. Maybe if something is written here and you want to share it with your child than that's up to you but I can't be responsible for that action. I mean like, this is me just using the internet at its full capacity, in its full greatness. We wouldn't want to see only half of mike tyson fight in the ring now would we? This is full bodied spirit of a cigar of myself in writing, art, symbols, and induced visualizations or however the ideas jump from me to my audience. But yes, the e capsule has been a project in the works of mine for ahwile and I think it's because many people pushed this on me but I don't think that when people came to me with the idea I was really ready. People can see potential but they can never know what it's like to be in that persons body. One think I needed was the flow state. Without flow state I have just loose pieces of a mirror floating in an endless ocean and my fear is a prison. This is important from time to time I think. Especially when you don't feel like yourself. I struggled with this a lot. A lot. A lot. A lot. And I can't really explain why because I have gotten better I think (haha yeah you have motherfucker) but time is always there. But it's coming along. slowly but surely the network is expanding beyond my mother and her basement! How can I end this note. hmmm. I don't really know. Seems tough I think. to start this one off as a really big filler for the beginning of the notes section of the website (which is how I want to do my blog posts). This isn't because I want to use notes to justify sloppiness it's more comfortable for me to express my thoughts like this because my mind naturally moves towards intense analyzation that needs a rock solid philosophy. I don't want blogs to be like that. More fluffy and soft like the wings of... what was the one pokemon with the super fluffy wings.. I'll look it up. His name is swablu. Yes like a swablu I want my blogs to be like
Sometimes I feel so high without even smoking anything. Sitting and using all of this technology, it mocks my intelligence. Like I'm schitzophrenic with all of this information. I don't know how smart a high IQ is for you anymore because it'll just block out your own narrative. I get so high when I'm flowing in my narrative. It's a warm feeling that starts in my ass and moves up my spine to the top of my head. So good. Like someones pouring hot coffee down my back. Not very hot coffee. More like luke warm coffee. People like my thoughts though, regardless of how I beat myself over my perfectionism, people genuinly want to be in contact me but in a different way. That's why I wanted to start Tim's E Capsule. To help me isolate my voice but in the process also share it with those who are interested. It's not an imitation game. It is a place for me to be myself in basic form. Like being high in public and its ok. That's what Tim's E Capsule is or actually, that's what I want it to be. Like being content and very stoned in public. I think that I am Rated R So I want to put that up on the site as well to make sure people understand what's the nature of the beast here, this is not something that you should let ittt bitty children read because that's not what Tim's E Capsule is about. Maybe if something is written here and you want to share it with your child than that's up to you but I can't be responsible for that action. I mean like, this is me just using the internet at its full capacity, in its full greatness. We wouldn't want to see only half of mike tyson fight in the ring now would we? This is full bodied spirit of a cigar of myself in writing, art, symbols, and induced visualizations or however the ideas jump from me to my audience. But yes, the e capsule has been a project in the works of mine for ahwile and I think it's because many people pushed this on me but I don't think that when people came to me with the idea I was really ready. People can see potential but they can never know what it's like to be in that persons body. One think I needed was the flow state. Without flow state I have just loose pieces of a mirror floating in an endless ocean and my fear is a prison. This is important from time to time I think. Especially when you don't feel like yourself. I struggled with this a lot. A lot. A lot. A lot. And I can't really explain why because I have gotten better I think (haha yeah you have motherfucker) but time is always there. But it's coming along. slowly but surely the network is expanding beyond my mother and her basement! How can I end this note. hmmm. I don't really know. Seems tough I think. to start this one off as a really big filler for the beginning of the notes section of the website (which is how I want to do my blog posts). This isn't because I want to use notes to justify sloppiness it's more comfortable for me to express my thoughts like this because my mind naturally moves towards intense analyzation that needs a rock solid philosophy. I don't want blogs to be like that. More fluffy and soft like the wings of... what was the one pokemon with the super fluffy wings.. I'll look it up. His name is swablu. Yes like a swablu I want my blogs to be like
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